heyLAILA

2011-04-19T10:17:00.001-07:00

"I'm the girl who avoids and ignores love, but wants it more than anything" - Six Billion Secrets.

2011-04-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

You can never understand the pain I'm in.
No one can.

2011-03-08T10:23:00.000-08:00

As of 6th March, I've been crying at least once every single day for 6 days.
I was happy that on 7th and 8th, I was not reminded of anything sad or depressing so I managed to stay dry eyed the whole day. or maybe I'm busy with things to do.
Now, 9th, I'm crying again.
What's happening to me?????? I'm fine when I'm most of the time fine when I'm with people. It's usually when I'm up late at night that all these thoughts come haunting. It's driving me insane.

2011-02-12T09:34:00.000-08:00

Do you see how scary the world is sometimes?

2011-02-12T09:31:00.000-08:00

because of you.

:(

2011-01-02T02:01:00.000-08:00

14 years ago, I cried because I was scared to go into the school hall for the first time in my life.

I ran to you crying. You slapped me in front of everyone and pulled me by my ear up.

Today, he cried because you cancelled going kite-flying. We already went yesterday.

You give in.

Yet, you always say you love everyone the same. You claim you're not biased. Ha. Who're you trying to kid?

2010-12-27T08:54:00.001-08:00

I think sometimes we humans can be so contradicting.

Promise

2010-12-25T10:11:00.000-08:00

I made a promise to a friend and I'll fulfill it.

The fact that a promise is made, motivates me to go on. Not that the promise is the reason I decided to embark on this, but it's the decision to embark on this that made me decide me to make the promise.

I realized that I'm happier when I have my goals set, when I have things to look forward to, things to work for.. It makes me feel that life is worth living.

I realized that I grew up. One way and another. :)

back, I guess

2010-12-20T23:04:00.000-08:00

I've decided to move back to blogger(for the ahem.. more "talk-to-myself" posts).
Might be blogging regularly, might not. Depends on my schedule.

My life's going up and down, up again, down... More about it later on.